Sunday, July 13, 2014

New Job

Well, I sent out two resumes and got one reply resulting in a job offer.  It is a promotion, more money and half the commute.  Tomorrow I must resign from my current job and I'm freaking out.  I adore my boss but the work has become unsatisfying.  I'm ready for change but I am panicking to have that conversation.   There's no room for emotion in business, right?   I love change but I'm out of practice.

What happened to June?

Well, I will force myself to happily report that I haven't gained any more weight, but I'm still up 25 pounds from my great weight.  I am getting much better at the blood draw - it's not as scary as it once was.  My ketone numbers vary greatly from .5 to 1.5 and haven't seen anything higher.  I don't yet understand the dramatic variance but I haven't lost weight.  My belly fat is still here and it makes me very sad.  My official blood test came back normal, other than liver numbers had doubled (to 40) but Dr. says he doesn't worry about anything less than 100.  So .... I have no answers on my weight gain.  Other than I'm older and haven't been lifting weights.  Also dealing with some pretty intense depression.......